GRAAAAAAaaaaAAA!!!!!
AgonySo lets see where to begin...?
Well about 6 months ago I started to have a medical problem which basically makes me have to piss a shit load more than required because the irritation can be unbearable if I don't use the restroom for more than 15-60 mins depending on where I am. As you can probably tell something like this can make life a little more complicated than it needs to be. To make matters worse I can't play my cello in the orchestra because the vibrations make it hard to play a whole song. I feel like I'm letting down my teacher because I chose not to play at our contest today. It also figures the year our orchestra is going to be the honors orchestra for All State this year and I probably wont go because I'll probably still have this stigma.
All the medicine I've tried haven't really worked at all; I even got a Cystoscopy to see whats the matter with me. They found some things that may be causing my problem but I haven't been cured yet. I'm now on an antibiotic and if that doesn't work I may be put on Anti Anxiety medicine to see if that works.
I fear I'll have to live with this shit for the rest of my life if they can't figure what wrong with me, it makes me want to cry. So much for senior year being the best year of high school.
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Tonight I finally got a spark of inspiration to draw again, However when I put pencil to paper I couldn't draw what I had envisioned. Everything I draw is so unproportional and just wrong and it frustrates me. This is kinda what sent me over the edge to write this whole rant.
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I apologize if you found out a bit more than you wanted to know about me, I just really needed to get this out...
Devious Comments
I am pulling for you my friend. I hope all turns out well for you.
Hopefully this new drug I'm on does the trick.
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As for the medical problem, if, after all the tests are "run" and they don't find a problem, or seem to write it off as "anxiety" or "stress," fire your doctor and find a new one. I've been firing doctors for years. I finally found one who seems to actually listen to me (and, to my amazement, discovered that my "bum knee" was actually a broken one - it's been that way for twenty years but the other docs just wrote it off). If your doctor isn't listening and won't take the time to hear ALL of your medical problems at one time, then they aren't getting the full story. One symptom is just one part of the problem. If you have more than just that, such as muscle aches, numbness/tingling, headaches, and/or vision problems, then there might be something more going on. Take some time to listen to your body. If something seems "off" then make a note of it. Keep a journal on anything weird and show it to your doctor. Remember, they are trained that when there are hoofbeats, it's a horse and nothing but a horse. Unfortunately, sometimes it's a zebra.
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I'll probably see about seeking a second opinion if nothing has improved in the next few months. And I'll have to take your advice about keeping a journal in consideration.
Thanks for the help, and happy birthday.
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And I really do hope you get to feeling better soon.
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